“For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, ‘It might have been.” -John Greenleaf Whittier
i think everybody might have made this mistake.
things might have been if ….
i could have been if …
you could have been if …
and when it’s said, it meant regret.
Why not make things better?
Why regret?
of course, if there’s a chance to.
i’m sorry.
Yes it’s my 30th bday.
I’m not afraid to admit.
It’s alright to be 30, u know..
Wanted to plan for a good celebration.
Unfortunately nobody came to give me any suggestions!
I guess, this happens when ppl around my age, no longer wants to rememeber bdays. Cuz it would also reminds them of their age.
Anyway, the celebration could have been just like the pic below.
But I dun have the budget.
And won’t think that anyone would considering cost-sharing.
Aiya, it’s my bday mah. So such expensive bill has to be on me (old sch of thought)
So i do the standard kinda celebration: BBQ
But this time, we r going out of our comfort zone (usually at gf’s condo)
It’ll be a day at pasir ris chalet where we can cycle, roller-blade, fly a kite and etc.
QN: when was the last time you hang out with your frens for such activities??
Now bday presents.
I would usually get one for myself.
Last year, it was a trip to bali.
This year, many things on my mind such as:
Omega watch (e new one in the pic below is sooo pretty)
Chanel bag (always like it with the double C)
Bulgari jewellery or watch
Cartier jewellery or watch
Rado watch
A car (not particularly nissan march. Saw it magazines twice so I took a pic)
i shall update u guys what i will choose, in the end.
2 types of differences.
a. managed differences.
b. all-hell-break-loose differences.
it happens in every part of our life.
work | family | relationship | friendship
actually come to think of it, the equal of differences is expectations.
only if given the opportunity and time, such differences / expectations can be ironed out.
at work:
i cant expect everyone to have the same attitude as i do.
at home:
i cant expect my family to be as open-minded as i am.
in a relationship:
i cant expect my partner to accept 100% of me, my faith, my belief and way of managing a relationship.
in a friendship:
i cant expect friends to be with me all the time and accompany me to do what i feel like doing.
now, i’m a bad ass. =(
“Carry my heart & i’ll carry yours”
Read a little story within ‘Have a little faith’ by Mitch Albom.
And i wanna share.
a man buried his wife.
at the gravesite, he stood by the Reb(priest), tears falling down his face.
“i loved her”, he whispered
the Reb nodded.
“i mean.. i really loved her.”
the man broke down.
“and … i almost told her once.”
the Reb looked at me(mitch albom) sadly.
“nothing haunts likes the things we dont say”
i think we (humans) need to be more expressive.
some of us are.
some of us are not.
some of us dun know how to.
well, at least find a way to tell that someone what you want to say.
we’ve got so many ways of ‘talking’ these days – Blogs/FB/Twitter/Email/SMS/Whatsapp/Blackberry Messenger & 1001 messengers.
whether it’s a happy or unhappy or upset or disappointing thoughts, just say it.
only if you tell, else nobody will know.
some believe in action-tells-a-thousand-words / picture-paints-a-thousand-words BUT some of us like to hear it.
“Life is short, kiss slowly, laugh insanely, love truly and forgive quickly.”
- Paulo Coelho
A quote from one of my fav author.
Truly something for us (busy bees) to think about.
the florist walked into the office, asking “i’m looking for a princess. Where’s the princess?”
so somehow, i’m now named Princess.
the most unfortunate thing is that i wasnt at work (was having a bad day so left work to rest my mind)
this really really surprised me.
1. really wasnt expecting
2. this is soooo prettty. i lub!
though this very day, there wasnt any plan to do anything (not even dinner!)
it is sweet enough to warm my cold-blooded heart.
Thank you… =)
i’ve been emotionally at work these days.
so frequent that it’s damaging.
i just want to work and get paid every 15th. why so tough?
appraisal’s coming soon.
i wonder how my ‘new’ boss will rank me.
will i get a fat bonus?
imagine if i have a fat bonus, what would i do?
1. holidayssss!!!
2. save..
3. buy a car?!
currently set as my iPhone home page.
should it be suzuki swift?
should it be toyota rush?
or volkswagen golf?
What if I’m the last?
So what if I’m the last?
What if I’ll be like this?
So what if I’ll be like this?
Should I be bothered?
So what if I’m bothered?
Thoughts ran wild.
Do I like it this way?
Do I actually mind it being this way?
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Emotion is a funny thing.
One moment, u feel it.
Next moment, it’s gone.
Some chose to live the moment.
Some chase for the moment.
Emotion is attached to physical-being.
eg. I’ll think of HK for a while, when I’m back in SG. But after a while (probably 1 wk), I won’t miss HK.
M.o.m.e.n.t.s
One longs for them yet knew that it would flutter away with time.
I miss having a crush.
The feeling of heart beating faster when you are going to see that someone ; when you bumped into that someone ; or receiving an email from that someone.
*aftermath of watching korean drama, haha!*
i am breaking down.
thoughts running in my mind:
why do i need to work so hard?
who am i trying to prove to?
i do not need to go through such nonsense.
i do not think u understand.
neither can i understand myself.
do i really get the kick outta working?