Trapped within

Posted by Lolli on Wednesday Mar 1, 2006 Under Thoughts

i guess most have read abt my horrible seating position in the office.

now that the workload is much heavier, i’m starting to lunch-in.
hated to lunch-in.
this meant that i dun have the chance to go out there to take a walk or breathe the air outside.

i felt trapped.
no windows.
only got window XP. *lolli shows u her cramped face*

imagine… my office only got wallss….. and doorss…
the only 2 windows we have, are along a narrow passageway & they are blurred to maintain privacy.

when stressed or tired, cant even juz look out to rest the eyes/mind.
the only chance i can see the OUTSIDE world is when i make my way to the loo..
i’m beginning to sound like i’m jailed.

anyway, whenever i see GREAT WEATHER outdoor, i wish i’m out there, under the sun.
i think hor.. ultimately.. i still enjoy being outdoors.

i missed those days where i took 3 mths off from work.
i practically spent 2 solid mths socialising!!! wahahaha… make myself sound like a social butterfly siah..
NO. i’m not!
it’s more of spending time for myself to read, sleep, tan, catch up with frens & making/meeting new frens.
though it’s hard to maintain the frenship with new ones, i tried my best to, at least, msn!
during tat period, i visit Bintan TWICE & once to Batam.
PURE PLEASURE w/o a doubt!!
shit. i drifted away from my topic again. (psst.. my mind drifted back to those days mah..)

Thank God that we will be shifting office soon!!
i’m hoping & wishing & praying that the mgt level ppl will all SIT together & leave us,the EXECUTIVES alone.
shall make sure that i’ll get a comfortable postition……….*crossing fingers*
oh.. not forgetting… hope the new office got WINDOWS tat allows ME to see the OUTSIDE world from time to time! the view doesnt have to be blue sky and blah blah blah..
i juz need a VIEW. be it a busy road. be it a building. be it a plot of land.

Lastly, Lolli loves the sun.
i wanna be Tanned Lolli Goes POP!!!

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